钱水龙

我亲爱的外婆，愿您安息。不用担心我妈妈。。。

Recalling back in april when i visited my grandma in the hospital with my mum. and my mum just break down, crying in front of her, it really broke my heart. This felt worse compare to how i felt in december. There is only regret that I was unable to bring my mum to visit her once more before she left.

Just yesterday after me back from work my mum ask if this week when we can visit my grandma, I suggested this thursday after my shift. and today right after my work i got a sms from my uncle saying my grandma passed away.

My memory of my grandma is that she loves me a lot, every time i follow my mum to visit her she will always make sure i have food to eat and during cny she will always have something special for me. recall that in secondary school and in poly once a month i will be following my mum to my grandma place to visit. Me always finding it boring as there nothing for me to do other than watching tv. Thinking back I really love the time spending there talking to her and eating her super awesome cooking.

I felt what it really mean when people say spend the time you have with your parent. Cos you don't know when they might leave.

外孙，
仕昌

Risk

Having this thing in my head since I'm withdrawn from the US det. Leaving the force to do start up or find another job.

however there are a lot of consideration and lots of risk to take...

At time how i wish i can be the primary/secondary school kids where psle/olevel...

could be me feeling stressed up again >.<

regards,
RainMan

When one door closed another door open...

Told that mine trip is not happening... All the preparation and all the think that I prepared for are for nothing...

I am sad however life goes on... I do not really know what to expect other then I am being toyed with... feeling devastated by the news.

really wonder is it is the door problem or just me chasing after a door that is already closed...

sometime how i wish I am able to know if the doors suit me...

life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you going have till you eat it... (of cos unless you brought the chocolate :p)


Best regard,
RainMan

Shock of mine life...

After living for 23years and 9months. I am told that I am a Hep B carrier.

so what is hepatitis b or Hep B in short?

"Hepatitis B is an infectious disease caused by the hepatitis B virus (HBV) which affects the liver. It can cause both acute and chronic infections. Many people have no symptoms during the initial infection. Some develop a rapid onset of sickness with vomiting, yellow skin, feeling tired, dark urine and abdominal pain." from wiki.

why is it such a surprise to me? that because I never knew about it. This set me thinking why I never know about it? don't the army do a check for Hep B in the pre-enlisting? if they do and I am not a non Hep B carrier it will be a scary matter.

Why? because Hep B is a blood transmission virus in short is the same way HIV being transmitted (blood or sexual intercourse). Quite sure i don't get it via the 2nd method, and it just set me thinking where and when did I get infected... 

But o well at least now i will know why I will be dead due to :p wahaha

staying positive ^^ not the end of the work just me continue life in a harder level :p

Regards,
Rain Maker

Short late night reflection

Reflection on the past few weeks...

I had an awesome solo trip to korea where I learnt a bit more of what solo trip and how solo trip mean to be... it is great and the experiences are unforgettable.

Through the trips and things I felt so much refresh and enjoyable...


With that I going to bed...

Night to the world,

Rain Man

Depressing situation

Got caught up in a rather depressing situation... honestly speaking I am rather pissed with the dealer on the court case. There is totally nothing to do with me, I guess the only fault or mistake I done is not sending the car to KAH auto for servicing.

However that doesn't really stop me from being happy cos I give no attention to it then what is required.

Guess the things that really get to me is Family - lost one in Dec. Now he is like still don't learn from his lesson, honestly I dunno how to assist him...

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was typing the above and side track to fb just now and found this quote is awesome...



What do you guys think? and it is by Peng Joon, who I feel he is an awesome guy but o well.


Best Regards,
Rain Man

Gunung Tahan

Pardon for the past week silence, went for hiking at Gunung Tahan. Climbed to the summit and enjoyed the sun rise and awesome night sky.

It is a 5d4n adventure, honestly speaking it is hard and tough but I enjoyed it. what do i enjoy?

The bonding with my ventures, the late night confession time. "This is my Confession" hehe.

It is rather those that make this trip so awesome. Some what I learn that I am a rather harsh person.

some awesome photo to share with my readers ^^









Regards
Rain Maker