Tuesday, 31 May 2016

When one door closed another door open...

Told that mine trip is not happening... All the preparation and all the think that I prepared for are for nothing...

I am sad however life goes on... I do not really know what to expect other then I am being toyed with... feeling devastated by the news.

really wonder is it is the door problem or just me chasing after a door that is already closed...

sometime how i wish I am able to know if the doors suit me...

life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you going have till you eat it... (of cos unless you brought the chocolate :p)


Best regard,
RainMan

Thursday, 19 May 2016

Shock of mine life...

After living for 23years and 9months. I am told that I am a Hep B carrier.

so what is hepatitis b or Hep B in short?

"Hepatitis B is an infectious disease caused by the hepatitis B virus (HBV) which affects the liver. It can cause both acute and chronic infections. Many people have no symptoms during the initial infection. Some develop a rapid onset of sickness with vomiting, yellow skin, feeling tired, dark urine and abdominal pain." from wiki.

why is it such a surprise to me? that because I never knew about it. This set me thinking why I never know about it? don't the army do a check for Hep B in the pre-enlisting? if they do and I am not a non Hep B carrier it will be a scary matter.

Why? because Hep B is a blood transmission virus in short is the same way HIV being transmitted (blood or sexual intercourse). Quite sure i don't get it via the 2nd method, and it just set me thinking where and when did I get infected... 

But o well at least now i will know why I will be dead due to :p wahaha

staying positive ^^ not the end of the work just me continue life in a harder level :p

Regards,
Rain Maker

Wednesday, 11 May 2016

Short late night reflection

Reflection on the past few weeks...

I had an awesome solo trip to korea where I learnt a bit more of what solo trip and how solo trip mean to be... it is great and the experiences are unforgettable.

Through the trips and things I felt so much refresh and enjoyable...


With that I going to bed...

Night to the world,

Rain Man